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Winter in Limbo (The 2018 Demos)

by Admiral Fox

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TWILIGHT ZONE Just another mistake for me to never let myself forget Throw myself on the sword and take the blame I can't forgive myself Somehow I deserve To atone for things I've never done You've never seen it before Reach out your hand but it's far away The line between us is angry and uncrossable I'll never do it again Once was enough to reveal that I'm not suited for this kind of love Once was enough to explain how I could never be secure enough How can I go back When there's still so much I haven't done You've never seen it before Reach out your hand but it's far away The line between us is angry and uncrossable I'll never do it again But how can I be sure It's so confusing to separate From beliefs I used to celebrate We've taken control
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WINTER IN LIMBO This winter was an exercise in trying to stay calm And I learned so much I would have rather not In this one-sided conversation My past goes at self-preservation Never seemed to want it bad enough And the new year always sucked But this was still the worst one yet And I still don’t know what any of it meant There’s lots of ways to kill my time and I’m mastering them all Yeah time is just a gift I never asked for It’s something that I gave away while Flattened underneath the weight of Losing some imaginary score While I pull out every grey hair From my sad old stoner’s head I still won’t know what any of it meant And I could dissect every choice I made in the garden of my past Wince at every blunder on my lonely winding path I could strangle every victory With the vice of old regret And I still won’t know what any of it meant
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Pretty Scary 03:07
PRETTY SCARY Secret sounds inside the house You don’t know the half of it Why should I be singled out You don’t know the half of it Pry the boards up from the floor You don’t know the half of it Ghosts that weren’t there before You don’t know the half of it Thought it would help to isolate myself But you know how that shit’ll go south so fast Little spaces in between From the corner of my eye Just before I fell asleep From the corner of my eye Thought it would help to isolate myself But shadows are sneaking around If I made a sound would you answer me Thought it would help to isolate myself But you know how that shit’ll go south so fast The palm of my hand As quiet as mice with a blanket around my head
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YOU’RE JUST LIKE A SPARROW Loretta you’re just like a sparrow to me How you hide all your secrets down under your wings And when you find yourself flying away It’s so hard to stay aloft while you carry their weight Loretta you see how it comes back on you All the shadows you gather up to cover the truth But now it seems that your cover’s been blown Will you fly off again and abandon your home Loretta you’re just like a sparrow to me How you puff out your feathers for lying It seems that you’d just as soon give up your wings You’re a sparrow that’s tired of flying
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BANE VS. BATMAN Did I really make it out of the woods for this Would it have been better never to try to come back at all Now rub the mud from out of your eyes Wander through the dirt that you thought you left behind While the path was winding How did we let it get this far Now that we’ve looked through the curtain To see where we can never go
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SLEEP STANDING UP You like to think that you’re slick Floating around in secret over the street I can make out your silhouette Casting shadow puppets through the screen Stay out of sight Blending into the background when it gets dark I can only see you if I squint my eyes really hard You pick a safe place to hide But I keep track of the shadows on the walls Dancing over the flames Give your hiding spots away If I could sleep standing up If I could slip out of consciousness for a while Eyes forgot how to shut If I could remember a dream after it was done Little moth’s wings
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MARCIE MAKE IT BETTER The snowstorm hit our town not long after nightfall The roads are closing down again The shops are turning off the little lights in their windows To say tonight just stay in your bed But Marcie knows how to make things better She's got both her hands in my hair I close my eyes in the darkness now I could be anywhere Protesters on the corner are telling the people We're living in uncertain times But I'm staying in the dark Because Marcie knows I don't need anything on my mind And Marcie knows how to make things better She's got both her hands in my hair I close my eyes in the darkness now I could be anywhere
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BUZZ LIGHTYEAR I'm feeling not so great But I know I'll navigate myself away It was a dangerous mistake But I know I'll navigate myself away And I don't understand I got the markings on my hand I need a friend just to remind me how to deal With this half lucid dreamer state But I know I'll navigate myself away And I was brought up not to hate Yeah I just learned to navigate myself away And it pins me to the floor Can't see the demon at my door Made of smoke and breathing fire over me He's got me paralyzed in fright He flickers just beyond my sight How can I navigate to someplace I can't see
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The Flu 02:44
THE FLU Kiss under the golden dome The night I knew I would catch your cold Earmuffs and a runny nose Kick through the snow when the pipes froze And it’s dark out on my way to work And it’s dark when I make it home And my mail’s still getting sent to my old zip code The winter that you dyed your hair Knit me a scarf that I’ll never wear Not even five when the sun goes down We'll watch the snowdrifts take over the the town And my mom’s coming down with a scratchy throat And my baby cousin’s got the flu And it’s only a matter of time ’til it gets me too Snuck in a space heater, well we tried Oh but my landlord wouldn’t let it slide So we put all the blankets in a pile And tangled up where it was warm inside And you buried your freezing fingers Under my arms for the entire storm And like them this moment is tiny and perfect and warm

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This is the early version of our 2021 album Winter in Limbo! Dan recorded this on GarageBand back in 2018, all with the built-in mic on his MacBook. It's very very lo-fi so just buckle up for that!
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"The appealing nature of DeMarco’s songwriting along with his catchy guitar melodies should start off anyone on the right foot who’s not familiar with this artist." -- Divide and Conquer
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The songs on Winter in Limbo were all written acoustically at first, then recorded and produced over the span of a year to emphasize the sounds that I thought inspired them. Folky numbers like You're Just Like a Sparrow and the title track display my affection for fingerpicking singer-songwriters like Elliott Smith and Shakey Graves, and my love for post-rock and shoegaze comes through on tracks like Buzz Lightyear, with that track and Sleep Standing Up and Pretty Scary betraying a Radiohead influence as well. Basically this album was about combining my love for acoustic and experimental rock to produce a tight collection of weird, catchy tracks.

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released February 9, 2018

Music, lyrics, recording, production: Dan DeMarco

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